goodnight.
see you tomorrow.
Things I've Learned:
Last night was filled with horrible nightmares. I must have woken up in cold sweat at least three times. And each time I fell back asleep it just got worse. I couldn't breathe there wer horrible noises all around me.
Oh no oh no oh no.
I'm sorry if I lead you to believe otherwise.
When he's around, she stops. She speaks no words, she brings no nightmares. So I will stay with him as long as possible. I would even if he didn't fix it. Even if her commands of "wait" still rang through my ears, he would make me feel safe. I will not describe him, I will not name him. He is my Cuchulainn, my hero. My Hound. He consoles me and understands. He is all I've ever wanted. And each day we get closer to home.
I know you were concerned about me. But I'm fine. Right now, I'm in an internet cafe, typing this. I'm around and Lily and I have been talking.
Stems and bones and stone walls too
Please, please someone do me a huge favor.